i want to be done. i yearn to be done. i can taste it. It's like that cool hint of the desert air getting ready to be tasted as the sun sets over the mountains here in beautifully brown Loma Linda.
i can graduate by next spring if i schedule my classes right (which would basically mean i graduated in 4 regular student years with a brief 6 year awkwardly timed stint in the AF), but that means i can't do the biology minor i was planning on. Oh well, i wanna be done earlier, but it all depends on whether i get accepted into dent school or not. We'll see what my odds are in a bit.
i sometimes feel i need to remind myself and push myself back on track. i've been hemming and hawing about everything, but i've realized i have absolutely nothing else to fall back on. Well, i have a few options, but i will be seriously derailed if i don't get in this year. So, i've gotta get on it! Why oh why is it so hard to stay motivated? i went to LLU dent and med school graduations this weekend. It was both inspiring and also pretty boring. i don't think i'd even really want to walk if i didn't think my family would be happy. i suppose that's getting way ahead of myself. Let's take it one year at a time.
Well, this is just a really long status update. Maybe i'll be more inspired after finals.
I believe in you brotherman. If there was anyone in our family (including the folks) that could do it, it's you! no lie.. you are the smartest and most knowledgeable person I know. so, keep the motivation rolling cause you got this in the bag!
ReplyDeleteP.S: i'm trying to save some money to go to cali this winter.. it's gonna be really hard.. but after all the times you visited us, i think i can save a little bit to see your freakishly soft booty! plus i get to see the rest of mom's side.