Blogging while Angry!

Don't do it!

Anyway, i'm done for the quarter. Geez, this quarter system runs me ragged. i can't believe i have another 3 months left. Blergh. And it's got tons of science though i am taking a photography class so hope that breaks up the frustration i'm bound to feel from studying for my DATs, last quarter of ochem (with an ACS final!) and physics, and instrumental chemistry class. Rockin'!

But it's spring break. This post is going for "informative" and "obvious", rather than "insightful". Let's try to add something interesting...

Ooh, well, i went mountain biking, fell off my bike like a grandma, and i have this huge scab on my left forearm. It looks... beefy. Beef jerky. i have to wear long sleeves because i don't want to gross people out which totally sucks because it's like a 100 degrees outside in the afternoon. Spring has sprung into summer. Not looking forward to a Loma Linda desert summer.

But i've been working on building my patience back up. i've been feeling annoyed a lot lately with random things. Is it normal to imagine violent resolutions? i usually justify not exploding because: 1). violence usually doesn't work out into a favorable result (e.g. used to hit my bros a lot and it didn't turn out well), 2). i don't usually think of doing it quickly enough so it would just seem too much of a grudge if i punched someone a week later, and 3). it could end up backfiring and i could get pounded. So yeah, i think i'm just stressin'. i should come up with some good coping methods. Or maybe i should make eating. If i get fat(ter), then i'm really only hurting myself without dealing with the stigma of (direct) self-mutilation while also avoiding lashing out at others! Hurray!

Is it gay to want to learn how to ballroom dance? i need it to be a well-rounded spy.